What the fuck?!

at dinner, my sister started lookin at me funny. i asked what was she lookin at. she asked, "did ur butt get bigger?" what the fuck?! i replied "did ur zit get bigger?" shes lucky i didn't kill her at that moment. geez im self-conscious bout my body enough! and tellin me im getting fat makes it worse. god!
my ass kinda looks like this:

this is what my ass-hole sister saw:

Parents always doubting me

my parents are always doubting me. they encourage my little sister but they always put me down.

Examples of discouragement;

• They say I probably won't get my license (hey! im a better drivers than the assholes u cause accidents 4 other ppl)
• They say i won't be able to get a job cuz i'm still in high school, i'm a teenager, and my classes are a tad hard. (i can get a part-time or even a teen job and im gettin help with my classes)

Jesus! at least my friends, teachers (some of the ones i like), and my girlfriend are supportive and encouraging.

What the fuck?!

• My sister and I just recently had fundraisers for school. My dad only bought 2 items from me and bought 5 or 6 items from my little sister & my mom bought something from my sister and nothing from me! WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! That's bullshit! All she gets out of selling stuff are a few rinky dink prizes & i can go on a senior trip. SO NOT COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
• I was trying to have a convo with my mom but she was too busy with her tv show. I asked her which is more important: her tv show or listening 2 wat i haf 2 say. U know what she said: "This is my fav show." WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is just messed up! >:(

My mom just ruined my life!

You're probably wonderin..wow she complains bout her dad & her sister---her mom must be awesome.

WRONG!!!!!!!!!

My mom just told me the worst (reality) news ever! You see I planned a trip out of town with my girlfriend after my graduation for us to spend time together. And my mom said we would talk about it March. My mom decides to tell me that the family is coming along and that she never intended me and my girl go alone. WHAT THE SHIT HOLE?! And i was soo lookin forward to it too. :(

At that instant, my mom just killed my mood.

                                                      

Dads...Favorites...Know my place

Geez, my dad has been on my case all week! First, I was vacuuming downstairs (my chore) and i emptied out the bag in the kitchen [dad & sister were in the kitchen]. He starts yelling at me, like "Lele, don't empty that near your sister!" For the record, my dad was closer to the dust bag than she was. He was right next to it & she was on the other of kitchen.

Then, he's complaining bout my bathroom bein too cold. Here's the thing, I can't breathe with the warm air on! I need my rooms completely cold so I close my vents when the heat is on and leave my fan on in the middle of the night.

Also, my sister is complaining bout me trying 2 whistle. My dad and my sister can whistle. I can kinda whistle, but i'm practicing in order to perfect it. And my sister's like, "Will you stop whistling or at least trying to whistle?!" And my dad enters this sisterly bickering convo by telling me not to complain when she does something I don't like.

Jesus, I know they don't think I'm not a part of this family but god damn at least take my side at least once in awhile not never!  
 

Cheerleaders

Cheerleaders...ugh! They think they're soo much better than everyone else:

• cutting ahead in lunch/bus line
• have to be the first ones out the door to leave class
• leaving class early and NOT suffering consequences

              

Disgusting High

My high school is disgusting! Absolutely wretched.

• discarded chewed gum everywhere (bathroom stalls, desks, chairs, floors, walls)
• roaches and bugs crawling in the cafeteria and bathrooms
•  Hazard toilets (so bad we have to put black garbage bags over a few)

 that's what the toilet in the girls' bathroom....the GIRLS' bathroom

• Brown drinking fountain water
• Unknown liquids all over the bathroom floor (in the GIRLS' bathroom)
• Discarded used pads on the toilet seats (that is just wrong!)
• TRASH EVERYWHERE! (no matter where you go there is trash somewhere in the room on the floor)

My school is a fucking hazard!!!!!!