Remember J?

You guys remember J or SATAN SPERM from "My worst enemy" post*?

I call him Junkless now. That bastard is at it...again!

He told campus security that I was stalking him and felt unsafe because my dad scared the shit outta him a couple years back.** I am NOT stalking that fat jackass. We just happened to be in the same areas of the school around the same time. Campus security looked at the surveillance cameras and realized it was indeed a "wrong place, wrong time situation". As if I would stalk him! I got better things to do.

If that jackass wants to bitch something to security, I'll give him something to bitch about!!!

I fucking swear I think he has a problem with me because I'm gay!

*For those who don't know, he basically lesbian slut-shamed me and my friends with rumors.
**At first, I was embarrassed by it. But looking back at it now, it was funny as hell and i should've recorded it xD

Favoritism part 2

I needed to go Wal-Mart for a new flash drive and micro SD card. My mom drive us and we are almost halfway there...then my dad calls saying come home, i can't handle this 13-year old girl on her period. Are you fucking kidding me?! The man honestly couldn't handle one little bitch for a fucking afternoon?! I fucking swear this family!!!!! For me, keep doing what you were doing and continue your business. But for the little bitch, drop everything you were doing and tend to her wishes!

Then after we get back home my dad is yelling at me and telling me to lose the attitude [on my face]. For starters, one I was wearing dark shades and two it was just my face.

so guess what I did for a whole hour...crying in my closet, hiding my anguish under a jacket while holding my Genie plush doll.

I didn't say more a couple sentences for the last 24 hours, I refuse to look my father in the eye...basically I shut out my family and the world since yesterday afternoon.

I am counting the days til I am finally free from this hell hole. 

sorry for not posting

I apologize for not posting. School work overload. Constant work. Haven't been able to get to a computer.

I seem to be doing this a lot.

I promise to do better.

Happy New Year

Happy Crappy New Year!

I hope everyone's New Years turns out better than mine. I have no resolutions or goals for this year. Cuz I know for a fact it's gonna suck like last year did with my mom and dad being unfair to me and my sister being a complete bitch!!!!