My life sucks: July 2013

Friday, July 26, 2013

being the middle child

Why does my family hate me so much?

Is it because I'm different, that I'm not like them? Or maybe they're sick of hearing my voice everyday...I'm at my wit's end peoples.

I can't wait to move out and away from this hell hole I call domestic housing.

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Being a teenager (or kid)

http://www.slack-time.com/music-video-1632-Simple-Plan-Im-Just-A-Kid

Click on this link if you're a teenager cuz trust me I think you can relate (sure as hell I do).

Just listen to the lyrics.

Saturday, July 20, 2013

According to stats, you guys really like reading the school-related teen angst. Don't worry...more of those will be posted in August because I will returning to school for my senior year next month. Please keep reading peoples :)

Your views make me write more and more.

My complicated relationship

Now let's talk about my relationship.

My relationship is extremely complicated. First let me say this now, I have a girlfriend and I'm not a lesbian...I'm bisexual. DON'T JUDGE ME. I have this on-and-off relationship with my girlfriend for like a year now. We started dating at the end of February last year. She broke up with me in the beginning of April (days after her b-day and days before my sweet 16 party) because she was in love with me and didn't think I felt the same (which I did). We got back together in the beginning of May. She dumped me again in the beginning of July for a guy who turned out to be a total asshole! We got back together again when Obama won 2nd term. For the record, our parents don't know we're bisexual...so it's not that easy to go on dates and not making it seem like a date.

Now you're all caught up on the background. Okay, here's the verdict:

Whenever I plan a date and contact her about her RSVP, I don't get a friggin' response! On the day of date, just minutes before the appointed meeting, I still don't get a call, email, or even a text.
Whenever I just wanna talk, no call...no email...no text...no letter.
The only times she talks to me is either she's apologizing for something she fucked up or maybe for a split second (enough to reply "hey hun") and send like 3 to 4 text messages and call twice wondering what the fuck happened.

So yeah....this relationship is pretty complicated. Some people say I should just dump her ass. There have been times when I considered breaking up with her but I can't....I guess I just love her too much. <3

Being the middle child

I know I talked about angry parents before but this time...just wow -_-

Here's what happened:

The whole family (parents, little sister, and me) were going to Verizon about my dad's phone. [It was really hot outside.] We got in the car and as we pull out the driveway, I asked a simple question; "Why do we ( my sister and I) have to go?" and my mom said, "Because I said so!" She got all snippy for one damn question! I swear I thought the heat was getting to them. But I was wrong...that was just her normal attitude.

I'm serious...it sucks being the middle child. Or better yet, it sucks being me. -_-

Thursday, July 11, 2013

Exclusive! The newspaper lied!

About a couple months ago, I read an article in the Herald and Review about my school. [I don't exactly remember what it said...so bear with me] The article was talking about my principal being a great woman and all that stuff.

LIES!!!!!

My principal, whom I call Black Caesar, is a heartless evil shrew!!!!

How she's heartless:

makes the students stand in the rain and cold
makes students who have passes stay outside with the rest of student body or makes them walk around the school to the other side
makes you stand outside even if there is a suspicious person stalking you in their white corolla

How she's a evil shrew:

she preys on innocent students
she stands in the middle of the hall which is hard to get past with students blocking both sides of her thus making practically tardy to class

Why I call her Black Caesar:

~~she thinks she's the overlord of the school~~
she's African-American (it's ok I can say it since I am too)
she thinks the fucking warden of the prison I call MacArthur High

Sibling hatred

My sister wants me dead XP

The other day I was joking around with her like I always do.
"I finally rode my bike," she said.
"Into a wall?" I replied, laughing. Then, she started counting.
"Why are you counting?" I asked.
"I'm counting to ten so I won't strangle you," she answered, through her teeth.

WTF?!

When she was two, she pushed me down the stairs. Luckily, I landed in the laundry basket filled with my [dirty] clothes. And how I know I was pushed by her was I felt something hit my back when I fell and when I looked up from my basket rescue at the top of the stairs...there she was sitting smiling from ear to ear.

You tell me that does not sound like that bitch is trying to get rid of me!

Friday, July 5, 2013

Being the middle child

*ATTENTION: parents...don't take your anger out on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just because you're pissed off at somebody else or whatever does not mean you can take it out on me!
For example, say I'm on the laptop just writing away all of sudden angry parent bursts in yelling their ass off, then they look at me, and start yelling at me for doing absolutely nothing! What the hell? If you're mad, talk to a damn therapist or take it outside!!!